move on

wow.
i couldnt believe myself either.

ever had regrets ? duh.
stupid bitch.
hmm.
but all you can do is smile.
because it happened.
you cant change anything.
err maybe the future ?
i dont know. im to blame.
emo singaporean.

well today i feel like hugging
my mummy and kiss her all over.
i know i wanted _ to go far far away.
but i cant bear to leave her alone.
i know im gonna miss
her like fuck.
whatever. so i love my mums cooking.
hahah cb.
fav food: mums cooking.

hahaha i remember last time
i used to write about my biodata
inside ALMOST all my friends diary sia.
hahaha.
i miss them.

WANTED

Name : Nurul Hamidah Salleh
First Cry : 11 AUGUST 1991 ( gimme present horh )
P.O.B (place of birth sia) : KANDANG KER BAU TAIK
Stay : Blk 375 Clementi Ave 4
Tel : ask me!
H/P : ask me lah !

CRUSH : SECRET
ADMIRER : SECRET

FAVOURITE
Fav Food : mums cooking arh aper lagi
Fav Drink : plain water
Fav Colour : purple
Fav Number : zero

FRIENDS
100 % : BUBU! AFIQ NAD SID etc..
90 % : XH JEN MAY2 etc..
0 % : MADONNA


i think its a waste of time.
i dont know. i just feel
so useless right now.
feel so down right now.
hahaha.
im always making things
worser n worser.
im sucha loser.
im sucha stupid bitch.
i wish i got this
secret place under my bed.
i can just hide there forever.
i'll go out when i think everyone
has forgotten about me being
exist in this sick world.

oh and stop telling me whats right
and whats wrong.
whether i'll go to hell or not.
and telling me stuff about my
religion. seriously. thanks but
no thanks.
i dont need that.

bye.