i need to breakdown

a few more hours.
i dont really look forward to school.
maybe. i dont know.
i need more time.
i didnt get to be in the same
lect as afiqbaby.
gonna miss you badly ~


i dont know lah.
i miss everyone.
wonder if they miss me
as much as i miss them.
wasted.

i dont think im a good friend.
i think im the biggest bitch ever.
because a friend,
yes a friend... should be there
when yr feeling down.
not only happy times.
but sad too.
and i dont think im doing any of the shit.
im busy doing stuff like what also i dunno.
i dunno.

wheres everyone ?
i wonder.
maybe they think im a total biatch.
because im mean.
and i swear around.
maybe because im too straight forward ?
am i ?
am i ?
or maybe im always not serious?
or maybe im too fierce?

what issit ?
come on.

i cant go to sleep because
i cant.

*sigh*


i love you god.