baby dont let me go ~

sometime im confused.
whether what i did was right.
but at times..
i always think im right.
and everyone else is wrong.

all that shit isnt making me a better person.
but.. sometime i gotta face up
to reality..
i gotta hold responsible for
every choice i made.
whether its goood. or bad.
i shouldnt regret.
because it isnt worth being sad.
or moody. or getting frustrated
over small little things.

sometime i wish i was much more
important to you..
sometime i wish you would give
an equal treatment..
im not being sad angry or emo.
maybe i am ?
no im not. because im not crying.
crying remind me of her.
i still think of you.
how i wish your still here.
still alive.
all this shouldnt wouldnt happen..
right if your still here ?
i miss you. really......
i wanted to tell you so badly..
how im doing right now.
if only i was born earlier..
i could have nurse you..
and maybe i wont regret that much right now.
maybe i could have feel satisfied.

satisfaction is just what every
human being needs or feels or whatever.
the thing here is that..
satisfaction feeeeels goood !
hahah! dont worry. im not sad!
hahaha.


nenek keropok was here today.
serious. at around 4pm.
pooor chomel.


love u ~