teh susu

I MISSSS YOU !

i got to stop holding on to the past.

and move on.

i know you might be thinking

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS BITCH TALKING ABOUT ?

PAST ? WHAT PAST SIA ?

nonsense.

sometime im so...

stupid like someone with no brain.

cannot think.

cannot brainstorm cannot....

whats the point ?

tell me.

whats the point ?

doing all that.

having all that feeling.

that emotion.

but in the end you got nothing.

like how i really thought

we could last forever.

but in the end...

im too stupid.

or maybe you.

i dont know.

and then now yr back.

because (i dont know the reason)

maybe god.

not that i dont believe in god.

i do.

i am.

i will.

i know i do some stupid stuff.

oh come on.

i bet some of you people

out there might have done

some bad stuff.

maybe worst.

some sins..........

whatever.

yeah.

okay the point here is...

WHATS THE POINT ?

someone told me this before,

"you live not to make others happy.. "

and im trying to hold on to that.

im on cloud nine everyone.

find me there.

if you need me.

but i bet YOU PEOPLE

out there wont.

because im just a piece of shit.

u guys found.

yeah shit lying on the floor.

found it and throw it.

worst still, just leave it there.

and...

yeah because ,

nurul hamidah salleh = a friend

(NOT)

i was never your friend right ?