never change.

its not about just love.
then what is it about ?

i cant sleep because
sleeping is boring.

i cant sleep because
im always thinking.


mummy told me;
its better to stick with someone
who love you.
rather than,
sticking with someone whom you love.

im still wondering(because im growing up)
whats love ? not between a male and female.
but between a female and whatever.

sometime the person whom you thought is nice,
turns out to be grrrr evil ! mean people! mean people !
i hate !

its very hurtful..
to know that someone whom you care,
do mean things to you.
and worst still, they dont even know !
wow. shocking. power.

wait.
am i talking about myself ?
haha!

its a waste of time..
to miss someone who
dont even remember your
name or birthdate or whatsoever.

im not asking for much.
im not asking for you
to talk to me 24/7.
or to be with me 24/7.
stick together mcm ladah laleh(opps!)
no.
i dunno. i just want you to care ?
yes care ? for me? love me.
yess! not half heartedly. but !
fully. whole heartedly please.

dont tell me yr gonna save it
for later.
god, what if i die tomorrow ?
or whenever ?
you dont know.
come on.
show it to me.


anywayyy...
life dont sux.
i sux.