i had my long hot bathe.
scrubbing.
cleaning myself.
it feels goood.
to erm relax myself.
to reflect.
cos im not the type of person who likes to
think and brood over some unsolved probs.

and then looking and staring at myself in
the mirror. and i find some
ugly bruises and scar on my body.
and i cried.
only god knows what happen next!

he wanted to give me 20 bucks.
to like what ?
make it up for the things you've done?
haha like the saying;
money cant buy love.

hahahah ! ceyy.

to those who care,
im alright
im okay
im still alive
stilll breathing
still walking
still erm coughing!

haha im sick.
damn.

:)